My cousin's cat had babies and....they've been dying. It makes me very sad and it makes me wish I had my kitty. I miss her.

I've been staying at my uncle's house. I don't really wanna go into details, but I've been kinda a nomad lately...for a year or more now actually. And on my last move I started having my grandma take care of my cat because I know moving is stressful for a cat and I don't know when I'll be settled.

My cat's name is Zenny, like the imaginary currency from capcom rpgs. She's a gray tabby. Her mom was the 2nd best mouser in the yard and the matriarch of our pack of cats, but Zenny is nothing like her. because of limited new blood our cats became a little inbred over the generations and I think that accounts well for Zenny. She's so cute, but she's a bit dumb(not that I don't think that's even cuter). When she's scratching herself, she often licks the air. This is what I assume to be her failed attampts to multi-task. She often leaves her tongue out after washing herself(or the air) or for no particular reason. She is small. To the point that people mistake her age. She's around 2 years old now, and has had 3 litters of 3 and one of 2. Before my last move I got her fixed so that along with the stress of moving I took away the stress she would go through in heat, or worse another litter.

Mom tells me she's getting fat at grandma's which makes me a little better, but now grandma is moving as well so poor Zenny has to go through another move. I miss her and I wish I wasn't failing at keeping her safe and happy. So I'm gonna post some pictures of her to make me feel better. And hopefully the cuteness will get me more pageviews too. heh.